#solitude.com

15 12 2011

During a road race in the past year, I was startled by another runner pulling up beside me, rasping between breaths about what mile he had just passed, how he felt, when he expected to finish. Chatting me up, or maybe some sort of verbal self-motivation technique? Then I realized: he was phoning someone during his race.

That memory no longer seems startling, or even odd. On Facebook and other online venues I find myself increasingly discovering people tweeting, texting, and posting their race experiences while they’re on the run. And it’s not just running: The New York Times recently ran a story about Tommy Caldwell, one of the world’s best rock climbers, who updated fans around the world about his progress while climbing El Capitan in Yosemite Valley.

What were once solitary experiences, valuable confrontations with ourselves, are being self-published into a sort of global theater-in-the-round. One person quoted in the Times article, Katie Ives of Alpinist magazine, said that “instead of actually having the experience be the important part, it’s the representation of the experience that becomes the important part … something is lost.”

How long will it be before: “Tuff sesshin so far; enlightenment ahead #superbuddha.com”?





Huh, Huh, Huey Huey (Huey Huey Huh Huh)

23 07 2011

Training in the heat has resumed. I’m still doing some treadmill running mostly for shorter/more intense workouts. Wednesday evening, Saturday and Sunday are reserved for longer outdoor runs and, as sad as this is, I’ve actually already gotten acclimated to running in 85+ temperatures for up to nearly 3 hours. I suppose we’re all going to have to learn to get more acclimated, as the global climate continues its slow, disturbing changes.

Still early training days, and not much to say about them for now. I’ve also recently become a first-time grandfather to a beautiful baby girl, who I’ll get to hold in less than three weeks. Seeing her pictures and knowing I’m her “Pop” is, to paraphrase newlywed Abraham Lincoln writing about his marriage, a matter of profound wonder. It’s also a reminder that time is oozing on, and that every step I take in ultra training is a step closer to the day I won’t be able to do it any more. Not yet. But, of course, it will come.

I actually made two weekend sesshins in a row, which was invaluable time spent sitting and staring at a wall. It’s so wonderful how every sesshin encompasses the same basic schedule and activity, yet every one has its own personality. These were intimate sits where every breath in the room could often be heard. I was very glad to get some of my attention back, and realize how many different kinds of “hot” there really are … and how the ball of noisiness I perceive I’m hearing, when I allow it to unravel like a big ball of tangled yarn, is actually a continual symphony, resonating with infinite variety.

Thanks in part to those sesshins, this morning during my long run I was able to slip into the rhythm of my steps and breathing, which together played for me: “Huh Huh” (in breath) and “Huey Huey” (out breath). I found my groove and ran along to the sounds of Huh, huh, Huey Huey, Huey, Huey, huh, huh, around the lake spillway, up the east shore and all the way home. My own runner’s mantra!





Training Break #199

24 06 2011

Remember also that a little humor about all this isn’t a bad idea. Essentially we never get rid of anything. We don’t have to get rid of all our neurotic tendencies; what we do is begin to see how funny they are, and then they’re just part of the fun of life, the fun of living with other people. They’re all crazy. And so are we, of course. But we never really see that we’re crazy; that’s our pride. Of course I’m not crazy — after all, I’m the teacher!

– from Everyday Zen: Love and Work
Charlotte Joko Beck, 1917-2011
Peace and healing to her friends and family





Arrivals, departures

13 06 2011

I wrote about memorials in my last post, and the memorials continue. My 93 year-old grandmother (and last surviving grandparent) died last week, and we attended her service this past weekend. A young mother of two surrendered to cancer after a long struggle, and her funeral is today. All in all, seven deaths since January that have personally touched our family’s lives in one way or another.

This week, I’m running to remember. This coming weekend, I’ll be participating in a sesshin, and with all of the memorials visited so far this year, it will be interesting to see where my thoughts go. Last night I dreamed my wife was starting to tell our two daughters what she had just heard about the death of a 12 year-old they seemingly both knew, but she dissolved into grief without me ever hearing the name. I woke up soon after, the sound of her vividly imagined weeping still in my ear. Deaths both real and fantastic, reality and dream.

At the same time we attend memorials to those gone, we anticipate an arrival: our older daughter will soon give birth to our first grandchild, a girl. How will this emerging life influence our advancing lives, our waking and dreaming? Impossible to predict. But in this year of departure, I know we’ll be grateful for her bright new presence.





The riches of recovery

20 05 2011

The Athlete’s Guide to Recovery: Rest, Relax & Restore for Peak Performance by Sage Rountree (VeloPress)

“No one is going to get rich writing a triathlon book about rest,” Tom Rogers wrote in The Perfect Distance, and quoted in Sage Rountree’s new book. Sad but true. Most hardcore runners and triathletes don’t want to hear about having to rest or recover from anything. You could look at it as one-thirds ego, fear, and delusion: there’s an ego-fed image of indestructibility that many athletes feel they must maintain in order to perform, there’s a fear of taking a fitness hit if you skip a week or even a day of training, and there’s the delusion that rest is somewhat unnecessary and perhaps even detrimental.

Rountree quite clearly and sensibly deflates all of these assumptions and shows how rest, when properly measured and managed, can actually boost peak performance. Her book is a treasure trove of recovery information, with 20 chapters, 2 appendices and references for further reading. No topic is left uncovered: qualitative and quantitative measurements for recovery, active recovery, recovering from injury and illness, nutrition, hydration, meditation, cold and heat, supplements, stress reduction, restorative yoga, massage, self massage … it’s all there, and more. Marathoners, ultramarathoners, triathletes and even just plain stressed out average folk will find a wealth of useful information in The Athlete’s Guide to Recovery.

At times it seems like almost too much information, on too many different (albeit related) subjects. There is simply not enough space and too many relevant topics to delve deeply on any specific aspect of recovery. Personally I felt the all-too-brief chapter on sleep was tantalizing more than satisfying and could easily be expanded into a book of its own, as could the chapter on meditation and breathing. It’s also a little regrettable that a few current “high tech” tools are described and pictured in the book instead of discussed in a more general fashion, since the devices shown will probably date the book within five years. (And as anyone knows who visits here on occasion, I don’t have a lot of faith in high tech solutions to organic problems anyway.) And knowing her deserved reputation as an expert on yoga for athletes, the chapter on restorative yoga was probably a given, although it seems a little cursory given her other yoga books.

But to say there’s not a lot of valuable information here would be very wrong. As a runner in distances up to 50K and a short-course triathlon competitor for the U.S national team, Rountree definitely knows her stuff, and she’s an excellent writer and organizer of information. There are just so many relevant topics covered that at times it feels like drinking from a fire hose. But hey, at least someone finally turned the spigot on. Rest and recovery have been almost taboo subjects in the racing community, something best avoided by popping a few tablets of “Vitamin I” (Ibuprofen) and getting on with more and more training until the wheels finally come off. Unfortunately, hobbling around in a leg cast equals “rest” for many runners. It’s to Rountree’s deep credit that she not only understood the necessity of dealing with this subject seriously, but to leave no stone unturned. And if you’re really interested in delving deeper, she lists a ton of supplemental reference material to get you going. Recommended.





Training break #191

22 10 2010

Don’t quit five minutes before the miracle.

– Andrew Keeling





Training break #184

23 07 2010

Mistakes are part of the ritual.

– Robert Aitken





Training break #165

8 01 2010

We are instructed to do the negative; the positive is already within us.

– Franz Kafka, The Zurau Aphorisms





Training Break #164

19 11 2009

In one light, these are old and worn-out fields that I ramble over, and men have gone to law about them long before I was born, but I trust that I ramble over them in a new fashion and redeem them.

– Henry David Thoreau, Journal (November 1851)





The week in training, 9/7-9/13

15 09 2009

Minor complications forced changes in the weekend long run schedule, but both runs were dispatched in competent form. I’m actually more excited about my weekday progress, especially my Tuesday tempo and Thursday simulated hills workouts. These are progressing noticeably better than similar workouts last fall and, with the addition of the 1 1/2 hour run on Wednesday (I took Wednesday as a rest day last year), appear to have me in significantly better shape earlier in the cycle.

Just two more weekends of long runs before tapering for Palo Duro.

At the zendo, everyone seems to have returned from summer vacations and trips near and far. The traditional Monday Night At The Zendo sitting group is back, and it feels like home to be sitting with old friends again. The practice proceeds. And I’ve been inspired by the wisdom of one of my favorite Zen teachers, Robert Aitken, while reading this book.

Monday: Yoga
Tuesday: 40 minute tempo @ 8:00-8:10 pace. Yoga.
Wednesday: 1 1/2 hours moderate-easy pace.
Thursday: 1/4 mile simulated hills repeats: 2 x 6% incline @ 8:27 pace, 2 x 7% incline @ 8:27 pace, 2 x 7% incline @ 8:20 pace. Yoga
Friday: 5 hours in sopping humidity.
Saturday: 2 hours in the rain.
Sunday: Yoga








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